Changes (Wait, What?)

Sorry, it's been an incredibly long time since I posted. I've been really busy, not with work, but basically just life in general. From the start of Baseball season (YES!) to annoying my girlfriend because it's the start of Baseball season, to going to Lubbock, to even running (okay, mostly walking) a 5k.

Whew.

Alright, since last time, I've gotten an idea that I have wanted to keep up wiht a blog about something. I want it to be mine, and about stuff that I love. I went through SO many ideas. Like...

-Blog about Sports
-Blog about Tech Sports
-Blog about Tech
-Blog about the Boston Red Sox
-Blog about Baseball in general
-Blog about Banking
-Blog about Banking, Baseball, and Beer (okay, I needed another 'B' so, there ya go.)

I decided I would combine them, since I cant focus on one, (too many Tech blogs, too many excellent Boston Red Sox blogs survivinggrady.com, overthemonster.com and such.) And since I cant talk MLB baseball without being a complete homer to my Beantown boys, I decided to just make it my own.

I know this blog has undergone so many changes, but I feel as though I'm scrapping the surface of my potential of blogging, and things like this have to happen before that potential is tapped and becomes something that is truly a good thing to read.

So, with all that said, I'm going to be blogging about my thoughts on current economic situations, as well as my favorite pasttime/addiction/love, Boston Red Sox Baseball. (Oh, and you'll get some doses of my personal life as well.)

To start, how about some background info on why I love the Red Sox so much, being 1,000 miles away from them.

I live in Dallas, Tx. to be exact, North Dallas. Heart of the bustling, very die-hard fandom known as the Metroplex. I love the Cowboys and the Dallas Mavericks, and even the Dallas Stars. But one team I differ from all the rest of the Hometown boys. The Texas Rangers.

Dont get me wrong, I love Nolan Ryan. He is my all-time favorite Baseball player and it's really not even close (Except my current favorite player who plays now, but we'll get to that in a minute). I love the Ballpark they play in, I will say it's one of the best in Major League Baseball...but I'm not a fiar weather fan. And for the longest time in my life, the Texas Rangers were pretty much considered a Triple-A ball club, with a horrible owner. As a kid, who was just fascinated with the sport itself, I didnt watch much of the Rangers. There was really no reason to. I watched and was a fan of players, rather than teams. I loved seeing different players succeed, and i identified with most of the ones I adored. One in particular.

I remember the first time I saw Nomar Garciaparra bat. I was maybe 9 years old, and finally talked my parents into letting me have a TV in my room (basically, so I could watch baseball and see end of games rather than read about it in the newspaper...no internet back then, guys). I instantly identified with him. He didnt play my position, 2nd base, but he played shortstop and most of my favorite players had things in common. They were all middle infielders. I remember when after I saw him on April 29th, 1997. After stepping into the Batter's box, he had a routine before EVERY pitch. He tightend his batting gloves, checked his wrist, stepped in, nodded and circled the bat as he toe tapped each toe (left, right, left, right) each 5 times before finally being settled.

That next day, at a baseball game, I did the exact same thing. I wish I could tell you I was lying.

I even started wearing his number, instead of my usual no. 1. (This is because the first pick in the draft was always no. 1 in Hopkins County baseball, and I was always a 1 round draft pick. I like to plug that in from time to time.)

I followed Nomar from that day until my Sophomore/Junior Year of high school. I would grab the sports page and flip back to the box scores and see how Nomar (and of course the Sox) did that following day or week, whichever the Dallas Morning News would put. I did this until the 2004 season, when my heart would be broken, but stringed back together with a few rallies in October.

Nomar was traded under, then first time GM Theo Epstien, in a very ugly scenario they played out in the public which I hated. I began to understand baseball as a business it was, rather than the nieve notion that people played for the same teams forever.

From that day, I had to make a decision. I could keep following Nomar, and be loyal to the man that brought me into fandom of such a wonderful organization, and stop my love for the Sox dead in it's tracks. OR, I coud understand it is a business, and the team makes decisions that are always best for the team, and keep following Nomar, but keep my love for the organization.

I'm so happy I stayed with the team. I will always love Nomar for the player he was, and I owe so much to him for bringing me to the fan I am today.

So, this long and boring story has a purpose I swear, Since 2004, I've been lucky enough to see my Red Sox win 2 World Series championships, win a bunch of games, but also lose a bunch of games. Many, upon many Shortstop changes (Julio Lugo, that's all I have to say) and watch the Sox go from the little team that could, to the machine that it is today.

All in all, whether my boys go 0-162, or one game from the World Series, or even win another World Series (PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THINGS GOOD WIN ANOTHER ONE BEFORE I DIE) I will always be a Red Sox fan. Commence the Hating.

Go Red Sox

March 22nd, 2012

One day 'till the big 2-4.

1. I'm scared of getting older
2. I'm mad because 23 is my favorite number, and you know what they say, "You're only (insert number here) once!"

Well, other than that. Things have been pretty good. Last weekend was awesome. Friday Top Golf maybe Wesley and I's new thing. It's incredibly fun even if you are terrible at Golf, like me.

The St. Patty's day parade on Greenville Ave in Dallas DOES live up to the hype. But one complaint. I didn't understand why anyone under any circumstances would think it was fine to bring a kid from 0-18 to this parade. If I have kids, I'm simply not going.

Also, a coworker of mine invited me to a Stars Hockey game on Tuesday night. When I can, I'll upload pictures from where we sat (which is about 5 rows up from the Glass behind the goalie. In hockey terms "Perfect seats") I do have to say, it was an extremely nice gesture for him to invite me, and seeing how the Stars won in my first ever Live shoot-out, I'm now 2-0 in my Stars game-going. Which is pretty cool.

Oh, also in case anyone else was wondering, It's officially 13 days and 3 hours and 15 minutes away from Red Sox opening day.

One of these days, I will go to Fenway park and see Opening Day. This will happen before I die.

In economic news, because I will never, ever link or quote anything from Head-of-the-FED Bill Bernanke, it's fairly slow.

I did though, find this article. Student Loans are the next bubble, book that. And that's really bad news if you have Student Loan Debt like I do.

I hate to link to Newspaper articles (especially ones I don't subscriptions to) but this article was too good to pass up for a Agricultural Economist. like myself. The Texas Drought in 2011 has cost close to 8 million dollars in Agricultural losses, which will definitely have a negative effect on the Global Economy. I'm not a farmer, I only study the economics of a Ag business (aka "Farm"), but I can say with my whole heart I really hope we never see a drought like this again. The cost to human lives will be far worse than last year. Mark my words, an economy can survive one vicious drought, but it can not survive two in a row.

March 16, 2012

Well, today is Friday, which is awesome for so many reasons, but especially today because after work Wesley and I have decided to go to Top Golf.

It has two locations in the Dallas area, one in Dallas near North Park mall, and one in Allen off of US 75. It's this massive Golf playground, apparently. With Golf games, Bars, Food, TV, and even my favorite....Batting Cages. Been awhile since I last swung a baseball bat, might be pretty nice to get back into it.

I'm incredibly excited, not only for the fun, but because Wesley has been wanting to golf for months now. And I feel bad because, well to put it as best I can, I suck at Golf. I really need lessons. So, it's not worth ti for us to PAY to play on a course, when we both know I'll just ruin her good time. So, a place where I can take my time, and even learn how to swing the club right, while not interfering with her playing, AND has beer and food at our finger tips, is well worth whatever I have to pay.

I just like seeing her happy, that's all.

And then, of course, this weekend is St. Patty's day. Basically the Americans excuse to get drunk and act Irish. I don't care, I just enjoy drinking, a lot. And, of course, I enjoy the green beer.

I plan to have a lot of these on Saturday

In other news, my bracket has completely blown up in my face. I've noticed I have picked WAY too many upsets. I love a Under-dog/Cinderella story in College Basketball. It's March Madness, anything can happen.

Economic news

This morning I came across this article, explaining that Quantitative easing is the only game left to play. If you don't know what Quantitative easing is, it is essentially the plan of a Nation's Central Bank (in America's case the FED) to buy financial assets to inject a predetermined qunatity of money into the economy. The goal here is to affect the interest rate, by buying and selling government bonds. Or, in layman terms, The Government is basically creating money.

If you're interested in Who owns most of the U.S's debt....well, here you go. (I normally dont link to CNBC.com but they have usefull information from time to time.)

Mark Cuban has a blog post explaining How to Make Money as a college Student. I sure as hell wish I had a mind like Cuban's 2-3 years ago. Also, if you haven't read his book "How to Win: At the Sport of Business" I highly suggest you do. One of the best books I have read in a long time. It will definitely make you see going to a Major League Sporting event in a totally different light.

Aurthur Laffer, who is often called the "father of Supply side economics, has not changed his views on the economy.  I actually agree with a lot of his principles, but the thinking is a bit out-dated. especially in the spend first consuming nature of our economy now.

Alright, and last but not least, I wanted to share some pictures from my awesome life.




I know, Lucky huh?

 This is my beautiful girlfriend, Wesley Polk. We've been dating for 4 years (I know, "Pop the question already!") As crazy as it sounds, I still love her as much as the day I first met her.

And, thanks to My girlfriend's blog, Welcome to the Good Life, I have this awesome picture of my beautiful puppy. This Is GG. She is a 3 year old Akita, who has stolen me and Wesley's heart since day one. We adopted her and are extremely lucky. I'm so proud to have her. She is extremely obediant, but also is a constant source of love in Wesley's and I sometimes hectic life. She also loves fetch and sticking her head out the window whiel riding in the car. 

Alright, that's about it this time, maybe I'll post some more later today.

March Madness

I forgot so much to put in my last post, I decided to make a new one.

2 in one day? Color me "Excited".

Today starts March Madness. It's about the only time I can really get myself inot College Basketball. I love the Cinderella upsets, the buzzer beaters, and all that comes with watching 18-21 year old kids live out a dream of theirs.

I would upload a picture of my bracket, but it's a PDF file, and it's not exactly user friendly with this blog. SO, I will say that I have picked Kentucky, Mizzou, Vanderbilt, and University of North Carolina to advance to the final four. With Kentucky winning it all. Simply based on the "Which mascot would win in a fight" theory. (When in doubt, USE THIS THEORY, IT ALMOST ALWAYS NEVER SORT OF WORKS.)

Also, I decided to not do my "Blessings" for the day. It was too hard to come up with originals and I believe I thank the Good Lord enough every night. So, there's that.

What I am thankful, though, is the patience my girlfriend has shown me this week. I recieved MLB 12 The Show on Sunday, and I'm completely addicted to it. It's a great game. This coming from a not-so-big-gamer but a HUGE baseball fan/player. It's as real as it gets, and that honestly funny because it's a video game, but the more I play the more real it gets. It's nice to see someone has taken the time to include everythign I lvoe about baseball in a video game (that I can restart when my batting average is not satisfactory.)

Oh, I almost forgot. I stumbled upon this article, Is the Dodd-Frank act too complex to work? It's a great read, and helps you understand the act. Of course, as a banker, I'm on the fence of saying this act is seriously hindering our business. It was made to reform Wall street, but it hurts Banks of the smaller communities more than the bigger ones. It was a great idea, but at some point too much regulation is bad regulation.

March 16th, 2012

Well, last I left I had a pretty good essay, this time will be much more to the point than last..

Herwego (say it slowly)

I had lunch last friday with one of our VP's...it went pretty well. I got a ton of useful information, and made a good friend in which I can contact throughout my career for advice or anything else I miht need. I was also told I have a bright future, and I'm a perfect fit for any department in the bank, Just got to find the one that fits me best.

Today is the 15th, which means it's 8 days untill my birthday. Jeeze, 24 comes fast!

The plan so far is My parents and sister, Kylie, are coming in for dinner on the 24th., along with Wesley's parents and Emily. I have never been before, but It's a brazilian style steakhouse, where it's pretty much all you can eat meat, which I also call 'Heaven'.

But other than that, no real big plans for my birthday. And I think I'm okay with it.

This weekend is anothe rjam packed weekend, with St. Patty's day and my best friend Blake and his girlfriend coming into town. Were all going to the St. patty's day parade. Apparently, it's a huge ordeal in Dallas. Anytime you have Dallas, Beer and a parade, it's bound to be a good time. One in which I'm ready to drink my fill in.

Economic news
Not much today, Just things I think people should keep an eye on.

In Wall street news, the biggest story is the Goldman Sachs executive coming out and bashing GS about mistreatment of clients. This is news because, in the History of GS, they have been very passive in their views of the company. Very "Plead the 5th", if you know what I mean. And honestly, I like the guys' point, but it's not a very good look for either party.

I understand that customer service is a huge part of why banking is what it is, and isn't what it isn't, And I understand the veiw point of most people that think Banks are social killers, but they are desperately misguided in that thinking. Banks are not world beaters. We are not selfish. But those guys on Wall street give us a bad rap. And for someone from the inside to throw the first stone at them, I congratulate him.

But, keeping it in perspective, we have to understand we are living in a revolutionary time in history. Free Checking is no more, actually, you can take out the word "Free" from anyhting remotely close to "banking".
And I back this with my full heart. You dont go to a grocery store and expect the bottled water to be free, just because it's a neccessity? This is not a soup kitchen, we protect your money with our life, we deserve a paycheck, too.

On a lighter note, President Obama has been blamed for the rise in Gas prices. If you agree with that thinking, I cant help you and you need to move on to the next blog. Or Google "Price control" or "US economy" and see what you learn. I dont agree with the man as president, but I certainly understand the rise in gas prices have nothing to do with his policies.

Other than that, it's less than a month away from baseball season. I know I'm terribly excited, but I cant say the same for Wesley. A lot of my time will be spent with the Red Sox and the thought of going to the World Series.

I want this. So Badly.

No Excuses

I love the title of this post. I better make it a good one huh?

No, actually, this is probably going to be a short and sweet post. Just a little update-r on my life and things.

Well, I have been totally transformed by the spotlight on a recent sportscenter on Saturday morning. It was the story of Kyle Maynard, a 25 year old quadrapelgic at birth, who has overcome just about every obstacle that has been set in front of him.

As a healthy, full bodied soon-to-be 24 year old male, I couldnt stand the sight of the videos of him struggling to do some of things I do everyday. It was a message of guilt. I was not respecting my own body enough to watch someone struggle with there's, which is half of what I was blessed with.

In the video, Kyle climbs Mt. Kilamanjaro. One of the tallest mountains in the world. Something, at my current state, that I could only dream of doing.



Kyle Maynard


The message was No excuses. So, today, is the day I stop making excuses for anything. Why am I letting mental blocks take me away from what I want the most? Why do I set my alarm for 5 a.m., but end up waking up at 6:30 a.m.? Why am I always saying "Tomorrow night I'll work out." Or "Tomorrow I'll start eating healthy." Or "Tomorrow, I'll really start treating my girlfrined like the princess she is." Or "Why on earth do I see it a chore to walk my dog and give her a year's worth of happiness for 15 minutes of walking?"

There is, literally, no one stopping me. No one is beside me, or in front of me, saying I cant do something. So, Why am I stopping myself?

In other news, this week is a pretty big one for me.

I've got a lunch on Friday with the VP of our Treasury Management department. Mostly, it's just lunch, but it could turn into a promotion if I mind my P's and Q's. (Edit: Does anyone actually know what P's and Q's are? I dont. It's just a saying.)

I do not want to come into this over confident, at all. I have to realize I've only been witht he company for 4 months. Also, I'm young, and fresh out of college. The treasury department is mostly reserved for those who have/are making it in the Banking industry.

I, Also, do not want to go into this weak, and bland. I am original. I am a talent. and I am determined to do whatever it takes to make myself better (edit: See Resume...aka My entire life). I'm just naturally a quietly confident person.

In the end, the least acceptable outcome from this lunch that I want for myself is that feeling of "I tried". The one that says, "Hey, you know what, I gave it my absolute best shot, and at least he knows I'm determined to get where I want." Who knows, maybe one day My kids will be reading this blog and see this. I'd hope they'd be proud.

As for this weekend, it looks like another busy one. Friday night we go to Ft. Worth to see Wesley's former co-worker and her husband for dinner and drinks. Downside, We will have to come back becuase I volunteered for a company "Pick up the Park" day. It's at Reverchon Park downtown, a park that isnt regularly picked up by the city. I figured with everything PCB has given me, it's the least I could do. And Saturday Night looks like we'll be traveling to Weatherford to see Wesley's Parents. Haven't seen them in a long time, so It'll be nice! Hopefully, we get to go see some Tech Baseball as they play TCU in Ft. Worth. Should be a good series, and here's to our boys coming out on top.

Alright, I said it would be short but I have ONE more thing I want to do. I'm not at all a very religious person. I am a believer in Jesus Christ, God and Heaven. But I keep my feelings towards that somewhat internally. With that said, I'm not a believer in making someone listen to a prayer, or read it in this case. But I am a believer in counting your blessing. So, from now on, I will end every post with a count of my blessings. of course, that could be a list that ends very long, so I will try to limit what I type, but just know there isnt a blog post long enough to put every blessing in my life.

So, here it goes.

I thank God for these blessings:

The Current Texas weather
My parents, for all they do for me.
My sister, although we dont see eye to eye, she knows I stand beside her.
My coffee this morning, without you this day would have been probably harder to start.
My truck, although you know it's your cut day anyday now, you keep on tickin'. Thanks Sandy.
My boss, Corey Mark, for making things extrmemely tough on me, but being very patient with me.
My job, sometimes it can be boring, but it is a blessing in disguise.
And of course, My girlfriend Wesley, and My Dog GG, who fill my life with so much happiness.

Alright guys, That's all for now. Thanks for reading!

Texas Independence Day

Today is March 2nd, which is Texas Independence day. 176 years ago today, the best state in the union was born.
(P.S. very picture friendly post, not what I usually like posting, but hey, today is special)

So, in honor, I believe I'll share some of my favorite things about this great state.
I love Texas barbecue. It's probably my favorite thing, ever. Whether it's from a backyard or a famous restaurant, I love it all.



Don't try to argue. You wont win. It's the best. Period.

 Then we have beer. I absolutely love beer. I love all different kinds, but I usually stay close to the normals (Coors Light, Miller Lite, the occasional Lone star) And if there's one thing I love more than beer, it's beer from Texas.

It maybe cheap, but it has a little taste of Texas in every sip.

Another thing I love about Texas is the products that come from here. Salsas, cookware, boots, hats, you name it. Anything that says "Made in Texas" or "A Go Texan Product" is the best of what it is. Hands down.

This is my favorite Salsa to date. It also comes in a Smooth Restaurant style that is a bit milder for you wussy folk out there.

Speaking of the Go Texan label, I wanted to give a shout out to the work the good folks at the Texas Department of Agriculture are doing for this state. They work extremely hard to help promote small Texas producers of food and other products, so to get more of a fair shot competing in the super markets.

Next time you see this on a Label, help support the local Farmer and buy it!

Who could forget, I LOVE Texas Tech. Red Raider Proud, no matter what. I love my Red Raiders, and I love that school with all my heart. It has given me so much, and even though I paid to attend, I'll never forget what it has done for me.

Wreck'em

Texas also makes me think of Cowboy Attire. I am one of those folks who wear cowboy boots just about any chance I get. I love my boots. I paid good money for them as well, because as Texans, we know leather ain't cheap.

I also LOVE my Dallas Cowboys, as well as My Dallas Mavericks. Actually to be fair, I root for just about any Texas professional sports team (other than those down there in Houston, they aren't really a part of Texas anyway)

Greatest Cowboy ever. Don Meredith.

Greatest Power Forward in the Game.

And I guess it all comes down to this.

I LOVE Texas. The land, the sky, the creatures, the people, the stupid Austin Drivers, the Aggies, the Stupid Longhorns, The Cowboys, The Mavericks, The Alamo, The History. Everything.

Alright, Y'all. I'm sure I've pictured you guys out. I could have put a ton more pictures and favorite things about Texas, but I guess I should keep it short and sweet.

I'm going to enjoy the weekend with my Girlfriend and my sweet puppy. Hope y'alls life is as good as mine.

Catch y'all up on Mond-ee.

Time March(es) On

I cant be too sure if I updated y'all on the name change. But, it's been done (and probably will happen again, so stay tuned)

I'm trying to convey my life in a blog, and given that, I'm trying to find a title which represents my life. And since, "Tyler Lucas loves his life, girlfriend and dog" is a bit long, I'm trying to sum it up. And I think I'm close, if not on, with the Young Banker's Chronicles.

I think Wesley told me (this is because I'm a man and I can only confirm things my girlfriend has told me with a 'I think'...but batting averages, economic news, and guy stuff take up way too much space in my brain for me to listen correctly) That if I was going to call my blog this, I should not reveal the bank I work at. But with the help of my prior posts I think it's evident which one I work at. I believe this is totally fine, because I feel as though I am a great representation of the company, and the intent of this blog is not to complain, cuss and fuss, or negatively hurt the bank's image. It is essentially just a outlet for me to put my journey through the wonderful world of banking, as well as personal challenges, in a economically challenged time.


Whew. Now that is out of the way.

Today is the first of March, which makes it my birthday month. 22 days away from being 24. I'm not exactly sure what I think about it, but my view is this. If I was to walk up to 10 year old me, and explain Who I am, what I do, and where I'm heading...would he think I was cool? I'd like to think so, but I''m sure he'd be confused as to why I ever quit baseball....

Other than that, I'm just trying to get used to living in Dallas. Adjusting is very had, and extremely uncomfortable in Cowboy boots. I do not know how well I hide my "hick" roots and country accent on a day-to-day basis, but I'm sure I do a good enough job to keep the scent off.

March is also a tease. Spring training has started, so the boys of Summer will be here in one month. Kind of hard to believe, but how last season ended for my Red Sox was incredibly frustrating and painful. I understand I shouldn't get so emotionally involved in my Sports teams, but it's hard when you love them as much as I do.




I liked it better when there was more of this. Stop breaking my heart.


Other than that, it's a period of Transition for me. I'm trying to keep up with all the economic news, which nothing big as of lately has come out that is good enough to cut this blog, and trying to apply what I've learned to understand it. As well as trying to decide what I want to do career wise. I absolutely love working in the financial industry, but I'm just trying to decipher which side of it I want to get into for the long haul.

Oh, and I did hit on some of my resolutions. I've started working out, and watching what I eat/drink. I'm proud to say I've had exactly 3 cokes in 9 days. Biting my nails in a habit quitting in process. But I am making progress.

2/7/2012

Wow, I'm terrible at this, but now that I know I can get on it at work, expect some sort of post everyday...and I really mean this, this time.

My life so far? Has been completely awesome.

Like I said, Since November 1st, I am now employed. It's not exactly what I was shooting for, but it's a fairly nice place to start. I'm bored, at times, but I guess that's the problem with entry level positions.

Good news is, I have not been late, and have ALWAYS been at work. Every day. And I stay late. I'm showing to be a good employee, and that's what I want.

I really want to show I'm ready to learn and conquer new things whenever possible.I've been here for 3 months, and I believe I have made quite an impression. Or so I think.

I catch myself often slipping up on my hard-nosed principles of "Yes ma'am" and "Yes Sir". And I really beat myself over mistakes, which is a definite fault of mine, but it helps me learn. If you are not hard on yourself, you look lazy.

So, other than the job, I have moved to Dallas...kinda. I have an apartment, literally, a block away from where I work. Dallas living, right? But to be honest, If i had the choice I'd be wearing my boots to work everyday, still.

Wesley also has an apartment. Which, needless to say, blows mine out of the water. But I'm definitely okay with that, I just had one requirement for her place. Safety.

This place lets me sleep very easy at night.

Not to mention, we now have GG full time now. I love having her all the time. She's so excited when I come home from work, you cant help but smile. No matter how boring your job is.

I'm really trying to adjust to living here. It's insane that 4 years ago if you told me I'd be a college graduate, working and living in Dallas, with a beautiful girlfriend and dog...I would have thought you found the wrong guy.

On the other hand, I am not finished yet.

I still want to get back in "baseball" shape. And that starts with waking up early and working out, or going to bed late and working out. I will do one or the other.

Also, it starts with eating right. I have gotten very comfortable with my ability to eat whatever I want, whenever I want. This has become a problem.

I have slimmed down on the drinking a bit, which I find to be incredibly stimulating on weekend mornings. Did you know the sun actually comes out at 7 a.m every Saturday? And the Saturday news is often some of the best.

I will do a couple of things this year...and I've made a list. (in second person, of course)

1. Eat better, trim down and exercise. Get in better shape for Wesley, if nothing else.

2. Slow down on cokes. You drink close to 3 a day. Have one, and eventually, you'll stop cold.

3. Slow down on Social media. Actually, cut down on the phone usage all together. You have no where to go, and no one else important to talk to. But remember to call your mom every day.

4. Take the next step up at work. Look to be a leader, show them you have drive not to stop until your dream is reached. We both know what your dream is. Your the only thing standing between it.

5. Just pop the question already. It's simple, man. Just go to the jewelry store with some money you've saved up, and a buy a damn ring. They will help you. Get the balls to tell her dad the way you feel when she walks in a room. How sometimes you lie awake wondering what the hell she's doing still with a guy like you. Tell him, straight up, as her man, you're going to mess up, but you re going to make sure she is never hurt. That you are going to provide for her, and not only be a man of integrity that she can be with the rest of her life, but a man that he would be damn proud knowing as a son. You re going to have to do this, sometime. And you better do it before she does get smart and leaves you.

Alright, I'm sure I can handle that list this year...I'll keep you guys updated on my progress.
(hopefully more than once every blue moon)

Peanut Butta Jelly Time

Alright, folks.

So, since last time (I swear I'm going to write in this stinking thing more than just once every blue moon) I wrote, I told you all I might have found a job and blah, blah, blah. All good stuff. Well, lets go from that point and move forward....

Nevada game: Probably the 2nd best game I have ever attended. It was awesome. Come from behind victory and amazing 4th down play.

2nd Best play I've ever seen. First one...Involves Crabtree, and a certain burnt orange color.

After that, Wes and I bargained with my parents to let us go back to Lubbock for the A&M/Tech game...last one, ever.

Although we lost, it was awesome to be apart of the last Texas A&M and Texas Tech game. Sad to see them go, but know they'll be back sooner rather than later. SEC you later, A&M!


Wesley and her folks came down and we went to Canton, which is the world largest flea market in the nation. Literally, anything and everything you could possibly want is there, you just have to find it, which is half the fun/horror. BUT, the food is spectacular, and that's why I go.

AND as of last week, I am EMPLOYED! I start on Nov. 1st.

I interviewed for a Teller position with PlainsCapital Corp. in North Dallas, and got the job offered to me last week. I am going to be a teller for a minimum of 6 months, then I can move anywhere within PlainsCapital.

Since my primary goal since I was 7 was to be a loan officer, then after my 6 months I will go into the Credit Analyst program, and be there for a minimum of 1 year, and then shuffled out to be a Loan officer at a branch or somewhere. I can honestly be a Loan Officer within a year and a half, or if I chose another route, I could be a branch manager in 2. Either way I choose, it will be an amazing road. I'm so excited to be apart of this amazing company. They are so involved in employee growth, and with my degree and knowledge of the banking environment, I should not only prosper, but succeed exponentially every day I come to work, which is the point of working, correctly?

Also, last weekend, I witnessed the most amazing upset in history. My Texas Tech Red Raiders went into Norman, Oklahoma to play #3 OU on ABC...which looked like a very ugly scene for a murder that should have happened.

What happened was the exact opposite.

I, for one, never saw this coming at all. I actually had my Southern Comfort waiting for me, and it looked like the rain delay was going to give me enough time to be well slicked for what should have happened.

After a 1 hour rain delay, the Red Raiders came in on a mission and they executed it to the finest point. But, I really should have expected it. The Red Raiders are that one team that you can NEVER over-look.

Needless to say, I am so proud to be a Red Raider, they pulled off the upset of the century, and ended OU's 39 game, 6 year home winning streak. It was completely awesome to see all the Trailer Park U fans flood OUT of that horrendous stadium, in that "Has-done-nothing-for-the-creation-of-the-USA" state.

Now for some pictures, that are totally awesome.

What makes this victory so sweet is that during the rain delay, OU hogged the Indoor facility, while our team was made to hang out in a cramp visitor locker room and eat PB&J sandwiches to keep the energy flowing.

Sad, sad sportsmanship by OU, and I'm so glad we made them shove it right up their.....

So for now on, my battle cry will not be "Raider Power!", It will be belting out lyrics of
"PEANUT BUTTA JELLY TIME!!!"

Anyways, I'm so ready for next weekend (but really, I always am!) when we play Iowa State, who beat us last year easily. So, I'm hoping for a sell out to really show these guys that were behind them, and not just when they play A&M, UT or OU.

Oh, and did I mention all these events happening in my life dont mean a thing except that I have the absolute best girlfriend a guy could ask for? Wesley is absolutely the greatest thing that's ever happened to me, and she continues to stay (which baffles me).

I cant wait till the day I can have her and my dog, GG in my life everyday.

I'm one blessed son of a gun, huh?

Well, guys, I think that's it. I'm going to try and update this on Monday before my first day. Look forward to it!

G'night and Wreck'em!

Unemployment Day: 41

So, today was a much better day.

Jeremiah 29:11, Faith is rewarded.

Around 6:48 p.m I got a email from Chase Bank, they recieved my resume, and...get this..

Actually Interested.

It's for a Position with them which I have been trying to get for, literally, weeks now. It's a retail banking position with a lot of focus on sales. I believe I could excel at this position, now I only have to convince them that I can.

With this news, came more. I got a contact with Frost Bank, and he called back today asking if I had recieved any good information from Frost. I replied that I hadn't and it looks like he will work at it and see what he can do for me.

Great news day, which helps the spirits. Especially when all you see is "Jobless Claims" and other things that make you a bit discouraged. Just a little light at the end of the tunnel.

Other than that, I'm headed to good ol' Raiderland this weekend.

I. Love. This. Place.

Actually, I'll be there for two weekends in a row. I'm going to get Wesley prepared to move, as well as a few cool things.
This weekend I'm going to a Nolan Ryan PR thing, which is going to be pretty neat. Nolan is my favorite athlete, after this picture...

How's if feel, Junior?

...how could you not like him?

The next weekend I'm going to move Wesley closer to me in East Texas! Ahhhh, so glad I get to be closer to her. It's a feeling that, now, I can officially start the next (and best) chapter of my life.

Oh, and did I mention I get to attend my first Red Raider football game of the season?!

Really hope to see a lot of this next weekend.

My Red Raiders play University of Nevada at 6 p.m. Let's hope my boy Seth Doege and company can pull out a win.

I'm really excited for things that are comin'. This a complete 180 from my last post, but like my wise girlfriend always said,
"You just never know when thing can change in your favor."

Let's get ready, and Wreck'em!

Unemployment: Day 40

If I could sum up my job search...I'd say it's going as efficient as me keeping up with this blog..
Terrible.

As the title suggests, I am on day 40 of my job/career/post-graduation dream/somebody, please pay me to do something...search.

Honestly, at this point. I am beginning to doubt most of everything I've ever done. And more than that, doubting ever being envious of anyone who graduated early into "the real world". Also, regretting making fun of those people who said "It's rough, you don't even know."

Oh, how right they were, and how unbelievably stupid I was.

At this point, I have given up on my dream of ever working at a Bank. I just don't see the point in trying to spending so much time trying to go after  something that is just never going to work out in my favor. I have never truly given up on something, but I'm pretty sure if there was anything I should give up on, it's me ever working at a bank. It's just not gonna hap'n.

I guess I should give evidence as to why I am giving up, huh?

First, I have a "uncle" (long time family friend) works at a Ag and farm Credit company, who said he could help me, maybe even talk to his boss about how to get started and where to go. I called him several times when I was preparing to graduate, and if it wasn't for him, I probably wouldn't have chosen the degree plan I did (Yeah, seriously, thanks for that). But as I moved back home, when I called and tried to get into contact with him, my efforts came up empty.

He had helped someone else, who I can say was deserving of the opportunity, but not me. At first I began to think it was nothing, then as my calls were never returned, and emails never answered, I figured it wasn't going to happen.

Contact number 1...dead

Now, Contact 2 has actually helped me tremendously. He has been more help than I think could possibly imagine. With contacts with people who I would never have met in millions of years, even a VP of a bank in Dallas.
Still, even with all his help, I have come up short. Either my attributes are not desirable, or I am on a very lengthy run of bad luck.

After Contact 2 got me in contact with Contact 3, I thought , "Okay, lucky number 3. This should be it."

Either Contact 3 is a prankster, or he is ignoring me. I'll go with the last one.

Now, after 3 contacts, I shouldn't give up, right? Well, you haven't been told about the countless of emails and online applications filled out, with the same answers to questions and same qualifications as the job requires, maybe even more, sent and not replied to.

Wait, they have been replied to..
"Dear TYLER LUCAS, (key to an impersonal and automated email that says you suck)
Thank you for your interest is SUCH AND SUCH POSITION AT SUCH AND SUCH PLACE. After reviewing your qualifications (for about 5 minutes) we regret to inform you that you have not been chosen to interview for this position.
Thank you for your interest in SUCH AND SUCH BANK (You'll never work here) and we wish you the best of luck in your job search (See ya, Sucker)"

The problem with these emails, is that I don't even read some of them, I just know what they look like in the title, and know what they say and instantly delete them. There is only so much rejection you can deal with.

Funny thing is, at first, It did what it was supposed to. Motivate me. I've always had a good motor on me and dealt with rejection and played well with the cards I have been given. Like, "oh yeah? I guess we'll see about. I'm a bank executive in the making, and I cant wait to be in the position to buy you guys out."----Something along these lines was said in my mind.

But now, It's more of the feeling of disappointment, regret, and every other de-motivated emotion you can think of.
It's a "It's all about who ya know" situation, and I get that. But what separates us from every other country in this world is that you are promised only a few things in this life, but you have been promised them.

This "It's all about who you know" business is killing that. It's already taken victim my dream since I was 10.
I would like to cite good stories where dreams were fulfilled in the face of difficulty, but I cant. Because before I even can believe these, I think "Well, I wonder who they knew that got them that job."

I probably wouldn't be this bitter, but I believe I know exactly where it stems from.

Last week, I gave up my pride. Let go of all fear and applied for a simple teller position. After being a teller for a good, solid 2 years, I know my way around deposit slips and withdrawal slips, I'll move up eventually with my education.
Let me stress, I have teller experience. Not only cash handling experience but I have DONE THIS EXACT JOB before.
I received a rejection letter. Citing why, for the first time in any of these emails, was the reason:

"Over-qualified"

Wait, so you're saying you don't want to hire me, because I EXCEED your demands for a certain job? So, I cant even get a part time job now? The feeling after reading that statement, I will never forget.
Over-qualified. yet, they don't tell an all star in baseball he is "Too good" for his sport.

if that doesn't make you shake your head, make you realize how lucky you are to have whatever job you may have, then I don't know what will.

I don't know what I will do, now. Though, I can say with absolute confidence I have the best girlfriend and family support group you could possibly imagine. They couldn't be prouder (even if I don't have a job) to be around the first Lucas to graduate college.

I will have to scrap a dream and something I went through so much hell for 4 years to get closer to.Something Texas Tech and all my professors stamped for approval of qualification for. Something I have wanted to do since I was 10 years old.

Gotta believe and love that good ol' American Dream, right?

The next chapter. And a new list (all my unemployed friends raise yo' hands!)

Anyway, Sorry it's been awhile...actually, a long time. No, I'm not dead. I'm just unemployed.
Let's get'cha caught up...

I didn't think it would happen, and after 2 months of studying, homework and more school than I could bare...

I Graduated!




My rock, my life, and my love. I'm so blessed to have this girl.



I did something no one in my family has ever done. I know my grandmother would be so proud of me. August 6th, 2011 I graduated with a degree from my dream school, and it feels good to be on top of the mountain for once.I think I can consider myself a living, breathing example that you can do anything, no matter how many times you're told "No.". Like a modern day Rudy.

It's been a weird experience, but I have managed. I moved back with my folks in Sulphur Springs. It's been nice to relax and get to catch up with them after being 7 hours away for 3 years.

My parents are so proud, and so supportive in this time of my life. Like I said, I'm currently unemployed. I'm currently looking for a early career job in the Banking Industry in the Dallas-Ft. Worth area. (I've wanted to be a banker since I was 8) Needless to say, looking for work has consumed my day-to-day life. But it usually ends up being me, my laptop, in a recliner with the TV on.



My day-to-day.

 I know people say "Life's tough, get a helmet." And "Life isn't as easy as you think.." But no one, and I mean NO ONE, told me post-graduate life was going to be this tough. Everyone always told me, "Just get the degree, everything comes after that." or "Just make sure you get that college degree!"
When, in fact, I have been applying for jobs for at least upwards to 60 jobs.

Not one call back, not one email back, except those who say
"After careful review we have decided to go with a candidate with MORE EXPERIENCE."

What I get out of this is, even though I worked so hard, and spent thousands upon thousands of dollars for a piece of paper that says I'm qualified for this job, you want more experience? Because, ya know, a degree from an accredited university, is simply, not enough.

It. Is. Frustrating.

Since I am unemployed, I have culminated a list of things I like to call...

"Things a Unemployed, 23 year-old male College Graduate should know."

1. The laptop gets really hot underneath, and it gets uncomfortable for a certain body part.

-Also, with my time well wasted, I read an article on the Internet that said it could be "Very damaging" to those certain body parts. My advice: Look for work with caution.

2. Go outside.

-Yes, Do it. Just go outside. Do something. Especially if you're lucky enough to be unemployed in, quite possibly the best time of the year (fall), go enjoy it!

3. There is only so much stress you can have.

-Find a stress reliever. Working out, running, volunteering, whatever. Just stay away from the alcohol, you don't need to turn that into a every day stress reliever when you're trying to find work.

4. Designate a few hours a day to job searching, not 24.

-Don't look at the same job boards all day long.

"But what if they post one, I want to be there to see it."

No, no you don't. Relax. If you job search for 2 hours in the morning, and 2 hours in the afternoon, you will catch it, don't worry. Looking all day, every day will just get more frustrating.

5. Time management, it's not only for employed people.

-Yes, most of my points are about how to manage your time (and really, who wants to read about how I know exactly how long to cook a oven-pizza, know exactly how long the washer needs to run to remove a stain, and how many brush strokes it takes to sweep the living room floor clean?) but it's true. Just because you have nothing to do every day, doesn't mean you cant do something every day. Remember, every day is a blessing, and there is a blessing in every day.

6. Remember, tomorrow is a new day.

-Faith, is always rewarded. Jeremiah 29:11

That's it for now, guys. I cant say it was good, but it didn't cost ya nothin'.

Later.

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
-Jeremiah 29:11

Well, I survived! I am officially be 4 classes away from graduating. It feels absolutely amazing to say that.

I'm beginning the Job search. Too soon? No, I want to have the peace of mind when I do graduate, that i have some monetary funds coming in from somewhere other than my father's pocket. (Those of you who dont know, I dont have a job, but that doesnt mean daddy pays for everything, I have funded my education for 4 years now by myself with some support from my parents). this, in itself, is hard. Your led to believe that some company is just going to pick you out like an Apple on a tree and go "Yeah, this one looks good." But that is far from the truth. In a world where graduates are a dime a dozen, you have to set yourself apart, and I think that, my friends, is where I shall excel. Not to brag, but I'm a pretty good story.

Ya know that feeling where your sleeping and cant sleep because you absolutely convinced your exactly where your supposed to be and you have that feeling where for the first time in your life, you might just be proud of...Yourself?

Yeah, that was my last night. I couldn't sleep. 5 years ago if you told me I was going to be the first in my family to graduate from a school. Not only that, one I always wanted to go to, with a DEGREE? I would laugh in your face as I tried to stay awake on the night shift at Brookshire's.

For one,I didnt have the best grades. I'm smart, dont get me wrong, but I focused on working. I was good at what I did and my bosses loved me. I didnt enjoy it, but I was good at it. For someone who just graduated high school to be good at something was, needless to say, a damn good feeling. I cant explain to you the thrill of one of your bosses absolutely loving you. It's a great feeling.

For Two, I always thought I would go to college, but not graduate for some reason. Like, going to college was good enough. But in the end, I found it really wasnt hard at all. I believe I may be the "less country" one in my college (College of Agriculture), but I can tell you my knowledge of demand and supply, and ability to never quit levels the playing field.

I dont look good on paper for companies. I didnt make "Great" grades, but that doesnt mean I dont know anything, or less, than anyone else. But if they are comparing me to another person, then I can only pray they put me in a board room for an interview. Let my communication skills shine, and my ability to make anyone and everyone laugh show. But not be shallow, let my knowledge, and my work ethic be seen first hard. I'm determined, sort of niave, and very hard-headed. I dont like to fail, so without a shadow of a doubt, my work will be nothing less then spot-on perfect. My track record for "Never letting NO and Cant" stop me from achieving what I already have should speak for itself.

 Well, current events now. This weekend Wesley and I are going to help her parents pack and get ready to move to Funkytown (Ft. Worth). I'm looking forward to it, because they need help and its time spent well with people I love (Ya know, Since Saturday is the "Last Day of The World" and all)

The Sox have a winning record...finally. Faith has paid it's dues. Told y'all so.

And The fishing trip is only a few weeks away. But before that we have this weekend, and Rangers game the next weekend. Then it's back to summer school. Bummer.

Also, we have killed Osama Bin Laden. I think I speak for all Americans when I say God Bless our troops.

Well, guys, That'll be all for today. I have jobs to search for.

Lucas Out.

To be Continued (After finals, of course)

Damn, Already Finals time? Where'd the time go?

Well, First of all, I only have 3 finals this semester, which is awesome. Not only that, I had 2 of them on the same day. It was hard for only one day of the week, where I crammed as much words in my head, as well as drank as much caffeine into my body as I could to stay awake for 15 hour straight. But this give me about 4 days to relax before I have to do it all over again.

Wanna know why people say "college is a place where learning does not exist only experimentation"?

Because of Finals week. We spend so much of the semester just scraping by, that by the time finals come around all we do is crap knowledge into our heads, that are immediately extracted as soon as we pop open a cold beer afterwards, never to be remembered again. It's a senseless panic that comes over any and every student preparing.

"Did I study enough? I should've studied two nights ago!" things like this would never be said if our professors actually paced us to learn as we went along in the class, rather than just stuffing things to get an exam in.

Enough about that, it's summer time. Which I'm not really reeling in like I should. I have yet to enjoy sitting outside soaking up the sun with a cold Lone Star in my hand in a lawn chair. No, I may not have a job, but I have so much school, that at this point, being 23, it's not as easy for me to enjoy simple things anymore.

And that is painful for me to say.
I'm only 23, but feel 33. (That is what 4 years of finals will do to you)

But, I'm only 23. Shouldn't I be full of energy? Full of uncertainty of what lies next, by which I mean things like "What am I going to do tonight?" "What Bar has the better specials tonight?" "What is everyone else doing/going?" and "If God didnt want us to drink beer all day why would they make 24 packs of beer?" (my personal favorite)

No, instead I'm worrying all day, every day. Worrying about what I am about to accomplish, become, or go. Rather than what am I going to do when the sun goes down.
I have a great life, a great girlfriend, and amazing friends who make my life awesome (roommates, that's you).

So, I have to ask myself, "Why am I not enjoying them and appreciating them like I should?"

I would answer but I have a test tomorrow which is 55% of my grade....

Lucas Out.

Still

So, it was just Easter, and Wesley and I actually got up to go to church. As most of you know, I'm no church go-er. I have not gone since the day my grandmother Juannett passed away. It meant a great deal to me that I went with her since I was 5, that I not go until I had children. But, things change, and people have a way of making you feel safe when your most vulnerable. That's exactly what Wesley Polk did for me. She made me strong when there is no way I could have gone on my own, and then comforted me the entire service. That meant a lot because it meant she knew how hard it was for me, even if it has been 10 years.

About the church, well, it was a baptist church. Where as I'm used to Church of Christ and real formal, this church was very different. But, the pastor was great, and the people were so friendly, it made the whole over-whelming ordeal so much easier. Mark my words, I'm really looking forward to going back Next Sunday.

In Pastor brad's message, he talked about the story of Job, and how even when the Lord took away all he had blessed him with, Job still believed in Jesus and God's plan. The key word was STILL. That even through some tragic times, we should STILL praise the Lord because of his eternal love for us. No matter what we do in this body, we are totally forgiven, as long as we believe.

As long as we Believe. That's all.

I believe in a lot of things, and some of those things people wouldn't agree with me on (Come on, major league baseball, I cannot stand the DH rule!) But one thing is for certain, no one has had to threaten me, or make me, or even deceive me in to believing that Christ lived, and still lives. He rose from the dead, we know this is true. He was crucified, and abused just for us. And yes, he will come back one day. And I know he knows I have not been perfect, nor has anyone. He knows I have not been to church in a decade at least. He knows my strengths, my weaknesses, and above all, my sins. But he still loves me the same. STILL loves me the same.
That was a beautiful and powerful message. It hit hard and it brought a few tears with it. I began to swell up with emotion. Things I forgot came back. The way the smell of the pews mixed with my grandmother's perfume, the way she interacted with all the other wonderful ladies there, some of which looked after me while she was gone. The way she combed my hair, and even parted it the wrong way like I liked it. And last, but not least. The very last words she ever spoke to me, and maybe to anyone.

"No matter where you are, grandson, I will always be proud of who you are."

Words that sometimes leave the part of my brain that remembers to bring them up to comfort me when I have failed or believe I have done wrong. But they never totally leave. Not words that powerful. Words that powerful change people, make people cry when they think about them, and make the things one is worried about seem stupid.

I dont think there is a shadow of a doubt that my grandmother is proud of me. I have laid awake so many nights wondering if she is, or if she even has time to think about me as much as I think about her. Then, those words come back, "No matter where you are, son, I will always be proud of who you are."

And I relax, knowing she must have known I would be there, restless, thinking about it, and that's why she said it. 
 

Alright, so It's been a long time since I've written in this thing.
Since last time....
-Austin
-My birthday
-BASEBALL SEASON!!!
-And lot sof stuff in between.
So, without further a-do....

-Austin-
Well, lets start with Austin. It was awesome. We hung out with wesley's friend Danielle, and Stuart came down and met us. We had a blast everyday we were there. 6th street was definitely an experience. I could see myself living there, but I really dont think Wesley and I's lifestyle fits in to what Austin offers. Sure, North Austin is awesome, and pretty, and amazing. I love the hill country, but when it comes down to it. Austin seems like a place to go and live when your young. And it's only a place I can see Wesley and I visiting for a little time, for a fun get-a-way ya know?

-Birthday-
Wow, guys. I honestly cant explain how ridiculous Lucky I am. Sometimes, early in the morning while drinking coffee and looking up news, I deeply reflect on my life and the choices I have made. I have made some really poor decisions, and I only have myself to blame. But when my mind races forward to the choice I made to clearly follow my heart, and move to Lubbock and go to Texas Tech, I got that choice correct. With a hige gold star beside my name.
The day I met Wesley Cristin Polk, my life only changed for the better. The day she told me she loved me, I became the single luckiest man in the world. And after this birthday, my golden by the way, I could not be more correct then announce that in that moment I realized after everythign we have gone through for 3 years, I wouldnt dare go through it with anyone else.
In Year one, I was immature.
In Year two, I pushed her away, trying to break away and be "wild and crazy"
In Year three, I finally realized that God gave me three blessings in this world.
My Parents, All my siblings, and My beautiful girlfriend.
After all this I guess I should explain what she did, ay?
She totally surprised me with a party at triple J's of at least 20 of my friends. I, for one, was surprised I had 20 friends. All those guys gave up their friday night to come eat dinner with me, and enjoy my birthday. I could not ask for more...well, only a beer or two when I ran out.
There was also this AMAZING cake my girlfriend bought. It was a Red Sox logo. And also strawberry. my favorite. She knows how to make me happy, and Im grateful for it.

Baseball season.
What can I say, I love baseball. After God, my family, Wesley, and my amazing dog, Baseball comes right after. My favorite team is my Boston Red Sox, and although they are off to a really horrible 10 game start. It's April, and this team is too talented not to turn it around.
We went to the Red Sox/Rangers games on April 2nd and 3rd. Wesley's father got us awesome tickets on saturday game, which the Red sox lost, and then on the Sunday game, we had a suite! Which we invited my parents and friends of the family to come enjoy. It was great! Even though the Sox lost, I keep one saying in my head all the time.
"Win, Lose or Tie. Red Sox fan 'till I die!"

Those boys from Beantown always come around....always remember 0-3 in 2004. And Always have faith in the game.

Well, guys. This lucky guy is getting to bed. I have a test in to morning and I got to do well on it. G'night.
Lucas out.

Quitting

Alright, It's Thursday. Another week has flown by.
I guess, it's okay. Since It's my birthday month.
AND, it's only 30 days until baseball season! Saturday April 2nd, 2011 will be the best day ever.

Me and Wesley are planning going to Austin for my birthday around spring break. It's going to be loads of fun, and I cant wait. I think I may buy a Flip video camera to capture some of the craziness. I have been debating long enough about getting a video camera, that I need to do it or stop thinking about it.
I want one because I want to have videos and memories whenever I get married, I can run a video of me and Wesley's times together, and stuff to the tune of "Last Night" by Nelo, our favorite band.
The song always reminds me of the day I found her, and how when I finally did, I felt a wave of ease come over me, like I had found my best friend for life, and I would always have her.
That feeling, and song, never gets old.

Well, the title of this blog is intended to help relate the idea I had sworming my brain today while I studied for my Commodities and Futures exam.

I am a nail biter.
I've always heard the first step is to just admit the problem.

From this day on, I'm going to quit biting my nails. I figured the reason I have such a horrible immune system is because I bite my nails, all the time.

I will, instead, focus my habitual problem on something else. I will chew gum, or pop a piece of candy in my mouth whenever I have the craving. I will keep my focus on other stuff.

I will do this, I have full confidence I can. I'm embarassed it's taken this long for me to do it. In writing, I feel it'll help me keep my word.

Update tomorrow on how "Operation Habit" is going.
Lucas Out.

So, if you aren't caught up, I'm an economics student. Which means money, and everything about it fascinates me. And, on occasion, I like to rant about economic issues, mostly ones that involve our president.

I will say this, though, When it looked like Obama was going to indeed win the presidency, I wasn't shocked or scared like some of my fellow Texans.
Actually, I encouraged it. It is exactly what I wanted, and after seeing the voting stats, exactly what I thought. People who had no clue and STILL dont, voted. Which is awesome, the greatest power an American has is to vote. Yet, are you voting just because he is black, or because you believe in his 'change'.
I am not afraid to say...

Obama would not have won, if he was white.
Actually, his points on issues would have been long gone, and laughed at in the media, if he was white.
Because, if you dont know, Obama is a great leader, but to a certain extent.
I laugh at those who get angry at that statement, and offer this question in return.
"What is Obama's policy?"
You haven't a clue, no one does.

It's no surprise, that as a economics major, I love learning and knowing a lot about the most influential people in any country. The presidents of the United States.
And, it's no surprise, I'm a secret backer of my boy, George "Dub-ya" Bush.
But, even after all the horrible, nasty things that administration went through, I honestly believe Bush had a better understanding of what it meant to be the president of the UNITED STATES.
President Obama seems to think he is the president of the World states.

Hey, Mr. president, did you know, if they wanted to...China could buy you out. Easily. And because you have your finger in the air trying to figure out which way the wind is blowing in the middle east, they are busy teaming up with Brazil and Japan and the WTO to research how your screwing them over in commodities?
Also, Mr. President, please explain why you have to agree, through WTO, to pay ANNUAL PAYMENTS OF 147 MILLION DOLLARS to Brazil to their cotton farmers because of your, lack of better term, stupidity.

Does "budget DEFICIT" mean anything to you? Does "Your kids will be paying for everyday you dont do anything to help it" mean anything to you?
I've got a conclusion, but it would mean re-writing of the constitution. Before I lay it out there, I want it to be known, it is no means a jab at our founding fathers, I believe they were way ahead of their time, but it's run it's course. And all history must be re-written.

Instead of a income tax, where American people are taxed for government programs, and other things, before they even recieve their pay check. It's a great system, because usually income tax is a system set up for people to actually pay MORE than what they should. But with a progressive income tax system (that's where there are multiple tax percentages, and every americans pays whatever percentage that their annual income falls in) there are problems.
-Those people who dont make enough (or make too much)
-Those folks who pay too much, and the Government has to pay them back
-Those folks who are undocumented, living in this country for free, and those who are doing undocumented work (drugs and illegal activity)

Cut the income tax. Make a 20-30% consumption tax on everything. And i mean, everything.
Everyone spends. Also, if folks are bringing in their total pay amounts, it's easier for them to pay for these things, that will kind of cost a bit more. I mean, all those undocumented workers, spend money at our grocery stores, and other places. This will be an obvious way of making sure they help pay for the country they deprive. It also in some way, cuts out that "I hate illegal immigrants" arguement. Why? They're helping us.
By helping themselves.
It's as close to, ever there ever was, a "Perfect Economy". People take care of other people and their country, by taking care of themselves.
Also, company's will hire more. No more paying taxes on workers means more under the budget.
It's not exact science, it would need some tweaking, and some definite backing, and refining. But like Bernie Madoff says "The government runs it's own Ponzi Scheme on the American people everyday. Where's your money going into? Something you'll never see, ever."

So, Mr. President. The ball is in your court, literally. Because every decision you make, or every day you waste NOT making a decision, is one more your kids, my kids, and America's kids have to deal with.


Lucas out.

Alright, Monday Funday!
It was one heck of a weekend for me and Wesley. Jam-packed.

First off, Friday night we went to the Blue Light to see Emory Quinn play. There is something about the Depot District, Spring/Summer Time and live music that gets me all wired up inside. I absolutely love it. The Blue Light is my favorite bar by far here in Lubbock, and when you mix GOOD Texas Country Live music, you've got yourself a great time.

Then Saturday we woke up early and I came to pick up Wesley and we headed to her Folks' house in Abilene. We met Gracie, the new puppy. Geisha did VERY well with the new puppy. It gave me a lot of confidence to get another puppy one day, knowning Geisha could be mature and help raise it.
While down there, we met up with Wesly's friend, Megan Hale. Megan is a going to be a newly-wed soon to Sean Trotter, another friend of Wesley's. I can say, we had a lot of fun. Megan is an awesome friend, and someone I'm glad Wesley introduced me to. We all went out prior to this in Lubbock after the Missouri game, and it was a total blast. It always seems we have a great time when were around Megan and Sean.
Then that night we met up with Wesley's folks at Cypress Street, a restaraunt downtown. This place is awesome. We also met Brandon (Wesley's pop)'s Co-worker at his new job at Vanderra Resources. He was a baseball guy, lets just say, there wasn't a lot we DIDNT talk about.
There is something about Wesley's family that I love. I love the fact that they brought me in, and treat me well. Actually, more like amazing. Brandon gave me a Autographed Josh Hamilton baseball. It was a great surprise, and it got me thinking about all the stuff that I have experienced and have gotten to know while being around him and Wesley's mom.
You think getting a black dress shirt with your Initials monogramed on the pocket, isnt a big deal, right?
Well, I take it as, something I need this coming August, and it's one less thing I have to worry about on graduation day..."What am I going to wear?". This is thanks to Wesley's mom.
Also, the knowledge I have consumed by just being around the man, is remarkable. I know more history than I could ever learn watching the history channel, and the cool thing about it is, it's about Texas. Which is another thing I love.
When I think about me and Wesley getting married, I'm not gonna lie to ya'll (the 5 people who read this poorly put together blog) It scares me. I hope I'm half the man her dad is, half the man my dad is, and all this while hoping I can give/provide everything she could ever want.
But, then I think about all the years I'll be able to spend with Brandon and Wayna and even Brady. And it makes things feel better. They are such a blessing to me, and I hope I can some how pay them back for everything they have ever done for me. I will not let a blessing like this go unnoticed, or made default.

Well, that was my weekend. of course, Sunday we ate at the best place ever, Perini's. When, and if, I ever meet God at the gates of Heaven, and there's any chance that I'll get in. I'll bring me some of Perini's steak, or even the hamburger, to show my appreciation. It's that damn good.

Well, the Jobs report should come out soon, so I'll have a blog post about that. We'll see how much the State of the Union helped President Obama, in his hopes to wuitting running a deficit, and run a budget.

Yeah, like I said, we'll see.

Alrighty, that's it for me tonight guys.
Lucas out.